Overwhelmed and misunderstood

I haven't been blogging as much lately because I am going through serious family issues. I have had to make very hard decisions and I have been forced to grow up in a week. I thought i was mature for my age, but I realized I had never really been through anything hard. I never had to put my maturity to the test and I never had to stand up and be more than what I already was. I know everything happens for a reason but I ask that the reason be made clear so that I can fix it from its roots. I need a prayer, I need a break and I need a friend.